Hello world.
I just returned from Thailand yesterday and tomorrow I’ve got a radio interview on Doc Kirby’s show. Of course, it won’t be live, but I think it will be on the Internet. There’s a lot I could say, but I think, acttually I hope, he’s going to set the agenda. I don’t know if I’ll sell any books off of this, but, at least, I can direct people to this site if they have any interest in what we talk about. And from here, of course, they can oder my book just by googling my name and going to iuniverse or any of the multitude of sellers. For the record, for anyone who may read this, I’ve sold, so far, just one ebook for which the purchaser paid two bucks, at Barnes and Noble I think. The price is higher on the Internet. I also sold two softcover books of Part I. What’s selling now is actually Part I and Part II which makes the book too long, and too expensive except as an ebook.
But what am I trying to do here? What’s my goal? Well, I look at it this way. You take any individual, your friend, and you see them at the supermarket, and, if you ask them them what is their goa, they might look at you pretty strangely, like you’re weird, and then they might say that their goal is to buy a frozen pizza.
So my goals are a little like like that. Little goals and big goals. Just like the guy at the supermarket wants to change the world by removing one frozen pizza from the supermarket shelf and putting it in his personal freezer at home, I also want to change my world in little ways, which might, at times, seem very self-serving, but, ultimately, I have bigger goals in mind. Just like the guy at the supermarket, I also want world peace and no more government debt.
So where do I go from here. Well, just a couple days ago, actually three days ago, I talked to David Long in Bangkok. He’s a character in my book, and he may not like what I wrote, but I did give him one signed copy. I also donated a signed copy to the library in Nakohn Panome (my spelling) in upcountry Thailand. At first the librarian thought I wanted to sell them a copy because I was using the word for give instead of the word for donate. “Oh, the woman said after I told her several times that I wanted to give them a copy, “you want to DONATE a copy.” After that she was very nice, and she introduced me to another librarian who gracciously acceptedf my donated copy. Incidently, Friendship Bridge Number Three, built just last year, is only seven miles north of this library. It’s number three because it’s the third bridge over the Mekong bridge to Laos which is sort of like a less spoiled Thailand. By that is there’s less people. Six and a half million people in a country the size of Colorado. Thailand has seventy million people in a country the size of Texas. The bus fare from downtown to Tak Kaak Laos is only seventy baht–two dollars and change–but I didn’t even learn about the international bus, or the bridge, until I was leaving town.
Anyway, it was strange in that library. At the entrance, when I started walking blithely in, a guy told me a little bit gruffly that I needed to take off my shoes. I didn’t understand him at first, so I started reading the sign on his desk, but before I could make it out, he repeated his instructions. The second time I understood, so I asked him where I should put my shoes, and and he pointed to a rack. It didn’t seem like there were that many cubbyholes for shoes, but that day it didn’t matter, because I only saw one other patron. There weren’t even that many books.
If anyone were to read my book, they might understand why this particular building is important, at least to me. Forty years ago, when I was a Peace Corps volunteer, it was the provincial government headquarters building, and I worked out of an office on the first floor of this building as did my major antagonist (another American). Upstairs, in the tax office, was Noy, first my girlfriend and later, after I left, after I left Peace Corps, his wife. I was trying to determine where the governor’s office had been, but I didn’t remember if it was on the second floor or the third. I think it must have been on the second, because the third floor is pretty much just an attic. That is, the floor is nicely finished, but the rafters are exposed except for a room on the side. But maybe that room, now with just a couple stacks of chairs, was once the governor’s office.
Anyway, as I was there walking thr0ugh this builidng after gruffly being told to take off my shoes when I first arrived, I almost felt like I was trespassing or something, especially on the third floor. But there was no “do not enter” sign on the stairway. I can often understand Thai signs (if not Thai books), and I swear there was no sign.
I guess my writing is sort of indirect, maybe like the guy who’s purchasing the pizza. Buying the pizza is not his ultimate goal, but buying the pizza sustains him. Incidently, and this is pretty amazing, at least to me, the book which best summarizes the origins of America’s involvement in the Vietnam War was published just last year. Of course, that’s just my opinion, but there’s stuff in that book (which I read on the airplane coming home) that I’d never known before. That is, if the book I wrote is the yang, this book-the one I read on the plane-is the ying. It’s actually a biography of Jim Thompson, who knew what was going on, while my book is a memoir about my attempts to work in the system without ever being told what was going on. Of course, to some extent, I also knew what was going on, but I didn’t understand the history of it all the way Jim Thompson did. Incidently, Thompson vanished while taking a walk in Malaysia in 1967, very posssibly because of his support of the Viet Cong, and the latest book about him is entitled The Ideal Man.
I should say, as long as I’ve gotten this far, that the Jim Thompson book explains the development of the American Intelligence aparatus after World War II far better than in any other book I’ve ever read. According to the book, the first operatives were recruited from Ivy League schools, mainly Yale and Princeton, and well as from major corporations. Thompson, a socialite who’d gone to Princeton, had good connecltions, and he was getting very bored with a stateside career which was going nowhere when he was recruited for a miliary intelligence job near the end of World War II. Anyway, at the time of it’s development, the CIA was called OCC, or actually something else which later became OCC before evolving into the CIA, and the OCC people, Thompson and his friends, supported the Viet Cong or actually, at that time, the Viet Minh, who were fighting the French colonialists. Then came the fall of China to the communists, and then came Joseph McCarthy. Thompson, although a socialite with many friends in Thailand, was left out on a limb because he was experiencing his reality in Southeast Asia and not taking orders from Washington, which was being influenced by Joe McCarthy. According to the book, he was a guy who everyone wanted to know, because he was very knowlegible because of his Intelligence background. He was even buddies with the ambassador and the army generals in Thailand, both Thai and American, and everybody like him. By the 1960s, Thompson wasn’t even in Intelligence, but, late in his life, he started giving interviews about the war which were pissing people off. Actually, by that time, he was mainly developing the Thai silk industry into a major export business, and his company, Jim Thompson Silk, exists today. In fact, the house he lived in is now a major tourist attraction in Thailand.
I’ll continue this later after the radio interview on May 30th. I go back to work on May 31st. The first day back is always hard. Bye for now.
Oh, I meant to say that I did ask why there was only one other patron at the Nakohn Panome library that day, and the woman said that it was too hot, that their patrons mostly come in the evening. I also visited Ho Chi Minh’s safe house, and no one was there at all, but a woman saw me poking around, and she came over and said there was no other visitors because I was there at noon. Then I went to the Thai Vietnamese Friendship Village which is a pretty big complex, and no one was there either except for a few maintenence workers. They had some photo displays, but the captions were in Vietnamese. I guess I should say that the safe house was used by Ho Chi Minh long before America’s involvement in the Vietnam War–in 1930 or so. As for the Friendship Village, it’s a project of exiled Thai Prime Minister Taksin, and it’s less than ten years old. A guy at a small store in the adjoining village said it’s mostly just used for meetings.